Oh life!

As far as real life goes things are moving along. Work is good. I really like all my co-workers and what I do. Typing is calming to me (which I obviously thinks come from all the writing I do for fandom) and there's always something to do so the day passes really quickly. The only big drawback is that it doesn't pay well. I mean it does for someone with no education, but for having a masters degree it's really just a joke. We're official moving in March though so I'm looking for something more in my field. I want to be a key account relationship manager. We'll see how it goes. I think I'd actually be good at it though. 

The only other drawback to the office is all the DRAMA. There's around 100 women all in the same space so things often get out of hand as I'm sure you can imagine. Fortunately it doesn't really bother me. Except for when it threatens my work value or character. Most of the lawyers are elitist jerks, but I don't see most of them and the ones I do work with are nice (most of the time).

Next week we're moving out of my parents house and into our own apartment closer to our current jobs. I'M EXCITED!!!!! Living with my mom has been nice since they're moving so far away and I won't get to see them often, but I need my own space like whoa. If I don't get time to myself I get grumpy and feel on edge. I've been trying to cope but I'm starting to feel boxed in and am just SO READY for Jared and I to have our own place again. Not to mention our own internet that actually works. 

As for fandom I added 3k words to my superbang fic that I wasn't sure I was actually going to do. It's an infidelity fic and I normally won't touch the subject. I don't know why my muse wanted to write it. I've been in weird moods lately and it's been strangely easy to write. Though writing everything from Allison's point of view is kind of strange. She's an odd character that I actually don't care for very much. Regardless, I do like what I have so far. It's going to be angsty and a little dark. Mainly I'm just proud of doing something so far out of my comfort zone even though I doubt anyone will even read it >.> <.<

I haven't been able to watch the past two Merlin's because I don't have a good enough connection to download them :((( I've seen spoilers on Tumblr and dear goodness me, I NEED TO SEE THESE EPS LIKE I NEED AIR!!!!! NEXT WEEKEND I'M DOWNLOADING THEM ALL!!! 

Supernatural...well I can't even deal with all the feelings of the Destiel. No really, if I try and talk about I'll end up in a giant pile of goo and feelings. 

TVD has been amazing and I'm super excited to see where they go with it. Overall just super happy to have my fall lineup back. WOOT!!

So Teen Wolf last night.....wow. Spoilers ahead.


( Here's my thoughts... )

Merthur Merlin was on today!! SQUEE it was wonderful =D

( Thoughts )

Now to try and convince myself to do some writing....I only have an hour until my husband gets off work and then all productivity will be gone.

OMG I DID IT!!!!!! I WATCHED THE NEW MERLIN!


( Merlin thoughts )

Well I had a pretty good weekend! How about all of you?

Friday night I was exhausted after having to function all day on only four hours of sleep. We played The Settlers of Catan and I was a bit snarky considering I'm already a competitive person and I had no filter whatsoever with the exhaustion.

Saturday I literally did nothing but work on my hols fic. wolfangeldeath were in chat all day and she was the best. encouraged me and then kicked me in the butt when I needed it :) Thank you to everyone for your support! I finished editing it this morning and now it's off to my other beta.

After finishing my fic last night we went to a friends house and had a couple drinks. I didn't think I had that much, but I'm apparently I lightweight these days, and ended up pretty drunk. It was fun though, some girlfriend of mine were there that I hadn't seen in a while and we had some really nice girl time. Sadly I did manage to pull a muscle in the middle of my shoulder blades and it hurts. Only other downfall was that I got really mad at my husband over something completely stupid. I was honestly a complete and utter bitch and I feel terrible about it today. I have no idea what was up my butt, but I said some of the most hateful things ever- for no reason! I've apologized, and he's not even upset cus he knew I was being drunk and ridiculous....but I'm still upset with myself. Words can really hurt people and I try so hard to watch what I say. My mother raised me to be sensitive to other people's feelings. Plus I really have very little respect for wives that belittle their husbands. I want to be treated like a lady and in turn I try to treat my husband with respect and like he's a man. I feel like I undid four years of respect in one drunken escapade. *sigh* He's so laid back but I don't feel like sorry was enough. I'm just so confused as to what set me off like that. I think I need to pull out the old journal and spend time doing some self reflection.

ANYWAYS...No Once Upon a Time tonight :( But I did watch Merlin and Supernatural this weekend. Thoughts:

( Merlin and SPN Thoughts )

Hello all!

Merlin was AMAZING as per usual!! My thoughts under the cut:

( Merlin Review ) 

My weekend was pretty good in general. Had our Halloween party on Saturday night. Which meant I had to clean the house. Oh man, I had really let the housework go. It took me forever to get everything picked up, scrubbed and then decorated. The upside is that my house is now actually clean :) Plus the party itself was pretty fun!

Sunday I finally got to watch Merlin. Completely forgot to watch Once Upon a Time as my husband was home and we watched Captain America. I really liked it! I can't wait for the Avengers movie next summer- it's going to be SOOOOO amazing!! And so full of hotness I might pass out! Thor and Captain America on the same screen *gulp* *fans self* um...yeah..

Hope you all had a fun weekend too!

I still haven't watched Supernatural yet, but I've seen my other shows YAY!!! All my reviews are below and are (obviously) spoilery.

So first and foremost-
( MERLIN!!!!! )
My next review goes to The Secret Circle because WOW!!!!! I was FINALLY impressed by this episode!
( The Secret Circle )
And of course I can't forget about my beloved Vampire Diaries. This episode wasn't the best, but I wasn't dissapointed.
( Vampire Diaries )
And finally (omg, I watch too much tv!!) the second episode of Once Upon a Time. This week was particularly wonderful as I got to watch it with my best friend whom I don't get to see often!
( Once Upon a Time )
I'll be watching Supernatural and American Horror Story sometime soon (after Homework of course, cus that's all I live and breathe ><). I also want to download Grim and watch that- it looks really good!

I would wite about my Halloween weekend home, but this post is already far too long. I missed being on here far more than I probably should have, but oh well. Loves you flist.

Oh you guys, I can't even begin to tell you the amount of happiness and freedom I feel this morning. The horrid week of massive amounts of homework is done and I survived!!!! I even managed to write two pieces of fanfic- both prompted by a team thing we're doing over at teamcanon. I can't post them until tomorrow, but I'm just SO excited about them. Two very odd pairings I NEVER would have thought to write on my own. It really just felt good to write again in general. My schedule has kept me so  busy that I haven't had the time.


I didn't get a chance to see The Secret Circle last night, but I did see the new Vampire Diaries. Here is my initial reaction:


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WHAT?!?!?!


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NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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WHAT IS THIS SHOW DOING TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!


  (i exploded from the awesomeness)

I didn't do a reaction post last night cus that was literaly as coherent a thought I was able to form on the matter ^^ Click on the cut for my more in depth thoughts.

( Vampire Diaries Reaction )



I say it all the time and I know it gets old but....I FREAKING LOVE THIS SHOW!!!!!!