I've felt so out of it lately

[happyevraftr]

I've been bit by the green eyed monster lately. I find myself being jealous and even angry with people in real life and in fandom. I just keep seeing all these people getting everything they've worked hard for while I seem to be running around in circles. Please don't misunderstand, I'm not that person that wants everyone around me to be less fortunate or miserable to boost myself up. Rather I'm just terrified I'm never going to hit my own stride in life when I've worked really fucking hard too.

*sigh* if things aren't looking up by the end of next year I don't know what I'm going to do. In the meantime I'm going to keep chugging on and try and tell that little green monster he's a jerk and to leave me alone. ^^

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Comments

[thedreamisreal.livejournal.com]

I've been having those same feelings as of late. I don't like them either. :/

♥

[maybe.livejournal.com]

I've been having those feelings lately too. :/