rl venting
Dec. 9th, 2011 02:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
happyevraftrso my co-worker tells me that he needs me to compile a spreadsheet of every potential client I've talked with starting all the way back in October. So three months worth of phone calls and meetings. Even as a very fast typist (I have writing stories to thank for that) it has taken me three days to even get close to being done.
He comes over to my desk today and said, "hey, I really need you to try and get that done by the end of today so we can go over it Monday."
and I asked. "why do we need to go over it when you just needed the info for the database?"
he says "I just want to check up on the status of all the accounts"
this only heightened my suspicion that there's no database at all and he's just being a nosey busy body and trying to see my average amount of contacts. This is leading to me being very stressed out. I'm really horrible at paperwork. Especially when they haven't required me to keep any. My desk is an organized mess, but I know where everything is. However, trying to get all of that compiled and have it look like I've done as much work as I have, well I'm terrified he's gonna pick through it for faults.
I'm also pissed because he's an old man who will ask me the same question literally like three times. So Monday I get to sit for God knows who longs going over a 100+ account list with a man I very very much don't like. My dislike for him has been growing too. Before I just didn't really enjoy his company, but know I completely don't respect him either. I heard him talking on the phone with his wife and he said "No, you listen. You will not make any type of promises without getting permission from me first. Do you understand?" like WHOA. talk about controlling verbal abusive freak.
grrrr. just so over this job ><
Also just a bit depressed today over grad school and some other random life things. but in happier news, I love you my fandom friends!
He comes over to my desk today and said, "hey, I really need you to try and get that done by the end of today so we can go over it Monday."
and I asked. "why do we need to go over it when you just needed the info for the database?"
he says "I just want to check up on the status of all the accounts"
this only heightened my suspicion that there's no database at all and he's just being a nosey busy body and trying to see my average amount of contacts. This is leading to me being very stressed out. I'm really horrible at paperwork. Especially when they haven't required me to keep any. My desk is an organized mess, but I know where everything is. However, trying to get all of that compiled and have it look like I've done as much work as I have, well I'm terrified he's gonna pick through it for faults.
I'm also pissed because he's an old man who will ask me the same question literally like three times. So Monday I get to sit for God knows who longs going over a 100+ account list with a man I very very much don't like. My dislike for him has been growing too. Before I just didn't really enjoy his company, but know I completely don't respect him either. I heard him talking on the phone with his wife and he said "No, you listen. You will not make any type of promises without getting permission from me first. Do you understand?" like WHOA. talk about controlling verbal abusive freak.
grrrr. just so over this job ><
Also just a bit depressed today over grad school and some other random life things. but in happier news, I love you my fandom friends!
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Date: 2011-12-10 09:06 am (UTC)I'm sorry you're not having the greatest day, I'm sending you lots of happy vibes and hugs! ♥♥♥