Of course I lied. I broke down and watched the Merlin epi

[happyevraftr]

OMG I DID IT!!!!!! I WATCHED THE NEW MERLIN!



Well I'm not as big a blubbering mess as I thought I would be. My chest actually ached for Gwen way more than I thought it would. I didn't actually tear up until the end when Merlin set Lancelot free. That poor boy. I just want to hug him tight. This is the SECOND person he's had to give a funeral for all by himself. My poor poor bb Merlin.

So there's a bit of an ache in my chest, but I actually feel better having seen it than the awfulness my mind had created. Bradley was fantastic and I liked it way more than I expected to. Somehow this episode kinda made me ok with Arwen. idek guys. how is that possible? Granted, it's Arwen with Gwen totally being ok with the Merthur love affair =DDDD lol

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[aprileaf.livejournal.com]

I actually feel better having seen it than the awfulness my mind had created

That's how I felt too! I contemplated not watching on Saturday, and then I decided to, and I actually felt relieved to just know what happened, even though I'm not crazy about the ep by any means.

[happyevraftr.livejournal.com]

lol exactly! it was still sad and had so many plot holes- but was better than what I had created.