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I'm trying to be optimistic about today, but I'm hardcore failing. I had so much homework/projects to have done for today and it's all done except for one. And I have half of it done, but it's such a big deal and I'm really stressing over it.

On top of that my husband is being a right jerk and staying up all hours of the night playing Skyrim. If you've read any of my paranormal activity posts you know I often suffer from restless sleep and nightmares. I especially do not sleep well when my husband isn't there. So I tossed and turned all night and had some pretty horrific nightmares that included some of the old classics of dreaming about being attacked and not being able to scream. Always so horrible because I know I'm dreaming but it takes forever to make myself wake up. Anyways, he stayed up all night and as a result I was up way earlier than I needed to be and feeling like a zombie. I haven't slept right in three days and all I've done is work work work work work.

*sigh* All I want to do is crawl in bed and sleep the day away, then wake up sometime late this afternoon, have a cup of coffee and finish writing my hols fic. Why can't this be my reality today =( Today's the last of the awfullness though. If I can get this project done I'll be home free. I don't have dance classes next week or school, plus Thursday off work so it will be a much needed rest.

In other news- THE NEW TWILIGHT MOVIE IS TONIGHT!!!!! Which means I won't be getting any sleep again, but I seriously can't wait to see it! My enthusiasm for this fandom died quite a bit when I got so involved in TVD (because it's way better) but I still have a soft spot for Twilight. Plus my entire dance studio is completely nuts and we throw a big pre-party and everything. ♥

Date: 2011-11-17 03:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] define-serenity.livejournal.com
LOTS OF POSITIVE VIBES AND GOOD LUCK TO YOU BB!

(i'll be watching Breaking Dawn tomorrow! i'm super excited :DD)

Date: 2011-11-17 03:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pamsblau.livejournal.com
Sorry to hear it's been so stressful for you!*sends happy positive vibes and huggles*

I've never been a fan of Twilight but I hope that the mivie is good!

Date: 2011-11-17 04:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolfangeldeath.livejournal.com
I hope things get better for you dear. I'm always here to talk to.

Date: 2011-11-17 09:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] skuares.livejournal.com
Damn. I'm sorry. *hugs*

Date: 2011-11-18 12:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thedreamisreal.livejournal.com
I understand completely the not-being-able-to-sleep part. I only just recently moved back into my room after sleeping in the dining room for a little over 6 months, and in the last 2 weeks I was sharing the dining room with my grandmother who never sleeps. I hope you get some sleep soon, though!

Have fun at the premiere! ♥

Date: 2011-11-18 02:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] safetywords.livejournal.com
I've had insomnia since I was 12, and I'm almost 24 now. I can't even imagine what it must be like to constantly go through these terrible nightmares -- night after night. I totally understand the restless bit, though. A good night for me is 4 hours, so I feel you on being so drained and zombie-like. *hugs*

Hope Breaking Dawn is awesome and that you have a good time when you see it! :)

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