Deep Into The Darkness Peering...

LJ is being frustrating tonight....grrrr!

On a happy note, (since I apparently just want to be a negative nelly tonight- this is what working does to me *sad face*), I finished my kinkspiration fic!!!! =D YAY!!!! *HAPPY DANCE* It came in right around 6k lol. It wasn't supposed to be that long ^^

I also almost have my bingo card done for beacon_hills. I'm doing real drabbles! Exactly 100 words each. I've never written a single drabble before, so I'm kind of proud of myself :) After that I'm going to start working on my mini bang stuff. Chris Argent/Scott McCall all the way!!!

Well for the first time since I started I'm not enjoying work AT ALL today. They still don't have a desk for me after two weeks and it will probably be another two to three weeks before I get one. So essentially I have to share a computer with my trainer and that really cuts down on our productivity :(((((( I'm already typing as fast as a seasoned typist so it would be nice to have my own computer.

Today it was bad because my team lead wasn't there and the other team lead was in charge. Well her and my trainer lady got into it about where I should be/what I should be doing and it's made the entire day incredibly awkward. The worst part of it all is that the team lead thinks I should be learning this entire other part of the process when I've only been there two weeks. It's boring and the girl who normally does it couldn't train someone to save her life. She literally showed me on her comp two times and then said, hey go do it yourself! um....ok. good thing I'm a quick learner! Then on top of that, she made me go use the comp I had been using to type Judgements on---so why exactly couldn't I just do the job I was hired to do and know how to do really well? guh....people are frustrating and immature. I hate workplace politics. Just leave me alone at my desk and I'll type my little heart out for you- drag me into bullshit like that and I'll quit faster than you can blink. BOO!!!!

On a side note--I really want to sign up for the TVD fic exchange. I KNOW!!! I'm a terrible person :/ I have so much on my plate already and I feel like I never have any time to write- which is depressing. I'm going to come back to the library after work tonight so I can actually get some stuff done. Signups for TVD thing end in two weeks so I'm going to see how much I get done inbetween now and then. I'd like to have my kinkspiration and mini bang stuff done with just my big bang left (which I already have 5k for so 1/3 done. woot!)

Btw, does anyone know if the Merlin Free for Fall Swap is gonna happen again this year? I haven't seen anything about it and I had so much fun making/writing stuff for people and I just ADORED getting packages from peeps.

*deep breath* I've been trying to work through my lunches to make extra money, but after the hoopla this morning I had to get away for a while. Rant was much needed and I feel a bit better now :)

Just a reminder that the fanfic challenge voting poll at merlinxarthur closes tonight. If you haven't voted yet you should! There's only nine entries and my story "The Jack" is one of them! Please go vote if you haven't!!