making up conversations in my head

[happyevraftr]

I'm in rare form this morning. Being a non-confrontation person I have a lot of pent up anger and every now and then (usually when I'm tired or not feeling good- both of which apply this morning) I just want to yell at something. This usually results in me yelling at absolutely no one in my car. Perhaps it's the creativity that lends to me being a writer, but I make up situations in my head of my co-worker saying just the wrong thing  then and I actually say, out loud to my car, what I would say back to him. This includes all sorts of mean things and putting him in his place.

By the end of my rant I always feel 100% absurd for yelling to my windshield. Sadly, it still feels so satisfactory to just actually yell at something lol. Not that I would ever actually say any of those things (unless I really really pushed to far). It's not that I don't have a backbone or anything, but I was taught to respect my elders and this guy really does have a shit ton of stuff going on in his life.

Anyways...am I the only one that yells to nothing at all just to feel better? I love thinking about what I would theoretically say or what I should have said. lol

Welcome to my sleep deprived mind on a Wednesday morning ^^