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happyevraftr ([personal profile] happyevraftr) wrote2011-11-18 02:25 am

Merlin Fanfic: All For You, Merlin/Arthur, (1/1), PG

Title: All For You
Author: [livejournal.com profile] happyevraftr
Beta: none
Rating: PG
Pairing: Merlin/Arthur
Word Count: 564
Warnings: SPOILERS FOR 4x7
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Bit of dialogue directly from 4x&

Summary: future!fic as a coda to 4x7. Exploration into how Gauis' little speech at the end would impact a magic reveal.

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Arthur watched in horror as the deep hue of magic drained from Merlin's eyes. No matter Morgana's followers had nearly killed him, his focus had narrowed to the amber fire that burned in his friend's eyes. His world tilted off its axis and spun out of control. The one person he had trusted above all others was the traitor in their midst.

“Sorcerer!” he spat as he pointed his sword toward Merlin. “You've been the traitor this entire time.” Anger masked the intense pain that was crushing his heart. Merlin took a quick step back, eyes blown wide in fear.

“No, never Arthur.”

He took two deliberate steps towards Merlin, lifting his sword and preparing to deliver a death blow. Merlin sank to his knees in front of him, tears streaming down his dirty cheeks. He closed his eyes in submission and whispered his final words.

“It was all for you.”

Arthur stopped just before his blade made contact with the smooth expanse of Merlin's neck. Those words touched something deep inside him and he was thrown several months back listening to Gauis reprimand him and give advice all at once.


“Contained within this great kingdom, there's a rich variety of people that range in different beliefs. I'm not the only one seeking to protect you. There are many more who believe in the world you are trying to create. One day you will learn Arthur, one day you will understand, just how much they've done for you.”


A dull thud sounded as his sword hit the forest floor. He dropped to his knees in relief and awe. Hesitantly, he reached out and touched Merlin's cheek. “It was all you. All of the miracles, the something watching over me. It's been you this whole time.”

Merlin leaned into his hand as a sad smile turned up the corners of his lips. “You have no idea how hard it is to keep your arse safe, you giant prat.” When Merlin finally opened his eyes again and met his gaze, Arthur felt like he was seeing his manservant for the first time. Of course he had always thought Merlin a good and exceptionally loyal friend, but he was still a servant. In truth, all this time Merlin had been more of a man than even he. It inspired him, and humbled him to an almost embarrassing degree.

“Thank you.” he said, choking on the enormity of it all.

“I'm happy to serve you until the day I die Sire.”

Arthur searched his face and found nothing but complete honesty and loyalty. He smiled and hauled them both up, wrapping Merlin in a tight embrace. “You're going to tell me everything and convince me that magic isn't going to turn you evil one day, but for now we need to get back to the castle."

Just as soon as the words were out of his mouth the battle cry of another round of bandits rang from up ahead. Arthur turned to Merlin and let a sly grin creep over his features.

“Want to show me that you're not completely useless?”

Merlin grinned back and clapped a hand on his shoulder. “You have no idea how much I would like that.” They took off together through the woods, finally united as one force on the cusp of their destiny.

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A/N: I have no idea where that came from!! But I kind of want to live inside this fic. There could be more, but I just wanted to capture that one moment when Gauis' words made the difference. idek. My muse is apparently abusing me again.

Read my other stories at my master post here.

[identity profile] cas74.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
You have no idea how much I want this to be canon! I so scared of Arthur's reaction! Thank you for this sweet Happy!!!

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm really scared of it too. But after that speech I felt slightly calmer- at least that the writers were trying to give something for Arthur to grasp on to when the moment came.

[identity profile] cas74.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope your right! It will break my fangirl heart if he turns on Merlin, even for an episOde. They have both been killing the emotional scenes this season so I know it will be amazing!

[identity profile] merlenhiver.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I NEED THIS TO HAPPEN ALREADY!!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
MMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEE TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

[identity profile] owensheart.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Ok send this to the BCC, THIS is a perfect magic reveal!

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
daaawwww *blushes* thank you =D

It's what happens in my mind!!

[identity profile] thekeyholder.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, dear, I have tears in my eyes!!! <3 This is definitely going into my memories.

It doesn't happen often, but as I was reading, I saw the whole fic with my eyes. I especially loved this moment:

Merlin sank to his knees in front of him, tears streaming down his dirty cheeks. He closed his eyes in submission and whispered his final words.

“It was all for you.”


So touching! I'm glad Arthur finally realised that magic can be good. Love it ith my whole heart!

*hugs*

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
aw, thank you so much! magic reveals are my favorite and something intimate and touching like this would just make me so happy ^^

I feel so giddy and touched that 1. I made you tear up (I come from the world of public speaking and getting an audience to cry is the best thing ever) 2. that this is worthy to go in your memories

It's so short, but I just adore this ficlet. So glad you did too ♥

[identity profile] thekeyholder.livejournal.com 2011-11-19 12:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww, glad to hear that! My first story also contains a magic reveal scene, although it will go differently from yours. :3 I'm excited, I hope I can start posting soon.

<3

[identity profile] kleinefee92.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
This is my head cannon now. <3

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
head canon = major compliment. thank you! ♥

[identity profile] ourspacesongs.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
aww this is lovely! I love that Gaius's words came back to Arthur, I love that he planted that seed in Arthur's mind. ♥♥

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you dear! I was so happy over that little speech of Gauis' that I just had to write this!

[identity profile] kattale.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think there has been any Merlin moment that made me happier than when Gaius had his say to Arthur, defended the old wizard's actions and let him know that there are parts of the magical community that are loyal to Arthur.

I needed to hear that so much, especially after the end of Ep5 (or 4? The Wicked Day).

You took those much-needed words and ran with them - showed us how pivotal they were - how everything changes now because those words were said. It was the perfect coda - exactly what was needed, what IS needed as this show rolls onward to its conclusion.

With every possible magic reveal written by fandom, I don't see any way at all for the show writers to come up with a reveal that is entirely original, and not predicted by someone. But I think when it happens, I'd rather like it to be like this - with those words resonating in Arthur's mind. They offered so much hope.

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Me either! After Gauis was done with his speech I felt like they had patched up a little bit of the hole they had torn in my heart. They gave us a little bit of hope that it won't all be terrible when there is a magic reveal and that Arthur will see sense eventually. I had been so worried about that!

I'm so glad you enjoyed! I've been all emotional today, just in general and I'm writing these sad scenes for a new fic, so your kind words made me tear up a bit. :) Thank you for the sweet comment!

[identity profile] laurad2609.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow! I loved it! Seriously, I don't even have words :)) I'm just staring at my keyboard trying to find something nice to tell you, but this is so great, I think I might have to create new words :D Anyway, the moment when Arthur had "the Gaius flashback", it was so complex, so beautiful, and Merlin was adorable and amazing as usual! Gah, again, loved it! :D

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
your speechless feedback is leaving me speechless!! It makes me so giddy that you liked it so much. This fic has a special place in my heart, so it's so fun sharing it. ♥ Thank you!

[identity profile] k-nightfox.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I adore your abusive Muse! I love how Arthur puts it all together as soon as Gaius' words come back to him. It all just snaps into place! Perfect. Thanks for this!

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I secretly adore my abusive Muse too....even if she is a meanie =D So glad you liked it! That "snaps into place" effect is exactly what I wanted!

[identity profile] devi09.livejournal.com 2011-11-18 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
WOW, this is AMAZING! I love your scene so much, it's hard to find the words for it. But Merlin/Arthur are so IC in this story, it's great!

I love how Arthur pointed his sword on Merlin:

“Sorcerer!” he spat as he pointed his sword toward Merlin. “You've been the traitor this entire time.” Anger masked the intense pain that was crushing his heart. Merlin took a quick step back, eyes blown wide in fear.

“No, never Arthur.”

He took two deliberate steps towards Merlin, lifting his sword and preparing to deliver a death blow.


SO EXCITING!

And this is so EMOTIONAL:

Merlin sank to his knees in front of him, tears streaming down his dirty cheeks. He closed his eyes in submission and whispered his final words.

“It was all for you.”


Awwww. ♥

I can't wait to see how the story of Arthur/Merlin/secret goes on in the series. After the Wicked Day I was wondering how the writers will reach the change. But after watching last episode with that epic Gaius-scene, it seems they try to do it slowly :)
TBH, I'd like to see an episode with a tense relationship and all that traitor-plot before Arthur really understands :)


[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
aww, thank you so much devi!!!

"But Merlin/Arthur are so IC in this story, it's great!"

Hearing this makes me SO happy. =D

p.s. I love your icons!!

[identity profile] devi09.livejournal.com 2011-11-23 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
:-)) Just read it again. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥♥
Oh, somestimes I fear that I'll be disappointed of the big reveal the series, esp. after reading stories like yours!
And I'm wondering if Arthur will find out in series 4 (finale?) or in season 5. But I guess season 5, maybe another person instead Arthur for season 4, hmhm. Well, we'll see :)

p.s. I love your icons!!
Awww, that makes me happy :) Thank you!

[identity profile] wolfangeldeath.livejournal.com 2011-11-19 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
*clings* THIS SHOULD BE THE OFFICIAL MAGIC REVEAL!!! OMG HAPPY THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
d'awww you make me blush dear friend. thank you! you're right, IT SHOULD SO BE THIS WAY!!!!!! The writers have gotten so much better, but I still don't trust them with this topic. They should just hand it over to the fandom. We would fight and try to kill each other, but in the end we would have the best magic reveal of all time!!! and somehow I feel like I should add an *evil laugh* to the end of that hahaha

Anyways.....*hugs* ♥

[identity profile] wolfangeldeath.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
There would be blood shed, but the results would totally be worth it.

[identity profile] hermitknut.livejournal.com 2011-11-19 11:50 am (UTC)(link)
This is brilliant! *wants so much*

HK

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you =D *hearts* I want this so much too!

[identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com 2011-11-19 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh yes! That. Should. Happen. For. Real. *g*

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
yes, it really really should!! thanks for reading =D

[identity profile] magpie1600.livejournal.com 2011-11-19 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
My favorite line is 'Want to show me how you're not completely useless'. Wonderful.

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! It's always so fun seeing what parts of stories readers really like. I love that line because it shows the easy banter is back between them and everything will be ok- and that just makes me want to *huggle* something :)

[identity profile] jalover7.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
Yay! I can totally see something like the happening on the show! I feel like before Gauis said this the chances of Arthur handling the magic reveal in a positive way were slim to none. Now Gauis has planted the seed, and hopefully Arthur will remember what he said when he finds out about Merlin's magic (which better be soon, dammit!). Anyway, great reveal fic, I loved it. :)

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much!! So glad you enjoyed it!!

That's how I saw Gauis' little speech too- the writers throwing us a bone and giving a little bit of hope that it won't be totally catastrophic when the big reveal actually happens!

[identity profile] kat1132.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know where it came from either, but I like it! Thanks for sharing and making the world right again.

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
aw your welcome! I'm glad I was able to fix things for you! Thank you! =D

[identity profile] misslola89.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay! This is wonderful. I can't wait for Arthur to truly know and accept Merlin. With Arthur's battle skills and Merlin's magic, they'll be unstoppable :)

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I know!! Can you imagine all the bamfness? *flail* It will be epic!!!

Thanks for reading =D ♥

[identity profile] neliana.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I do hope they'll do it like this in the series, would be so beautiful :-)

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-20 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh I really really hope so too!! ♥ thanks for reading :)

[identity profile] archaeologist-d.livejournal.com 2011-11-23 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
I liked how Arthur remembered Gaius's words and it made him see Merlin in a different light. Good job with this.

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-23 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
thank you =D

[identity profile] cherish4.livejournal.com 2011-11-30 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
THIS.

This is what I want. It's perfect. :-)

[identity profile] happyevraftr.livejournal.com 2011-11-30 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
aw ^^ thank you!! ♥